okkayyyy so i almost forgot to do my blog..but i didnt!! :). on the other hand, im scared that i havent been getting full credit for all my blogs because they dont "seeem" like they are 15 minutes long...well um mine have been and if not then there around it..i just suck at typing because i have long nails, like reeeeely long nails. so it takes forever to type. i can totally argue on that. lol because just because something doesnt "Seeem" like they are that long, that cant detrmine if it really is or not...but so that i dont have that problem anymore..im gonna actually talk about a certian topic every day after i talk about my weekend. so today im talking about "change"...but annyways, my weekend was ok i guess..i forgot to do my science worksheet so im pretty bummed about that!! but its okay..one paper wont hurt me. and in english i have a c....i need to raise that reeally quick. so thats why illl make my bloggs loook 15 minutes long. lol ok so now ima talk about change
"CHANGE" ok....that word i have heardd sooo many times this year. im not talking about the change in your pocket. no im talking about when someone starts to act different. see the thing i hate about change is that it can change people in a bad way. and thats exactly what has happen to me. me myself,, i think that i have not changed, and any change that i have made was a change that was for the better. a lot of people that i know have changed...they say that they havent changed, they just have grown up. But the last time i checked, isnt growing up a change???????????????????????????????????? but why is everyone trying to be grown. isnt grown when you pay your own dag on bills and your responsible?? like what the heck dude!! it makes me feel dumb, because i actually like being a kid..shoot im not tryna grow up to fasst because like you are grown for way more years than you are a kid..... that can wait. like thats what confuses me. "change" is what has definitley "changed" my life...lol like i had to change everythiing around me, not about me, but around me...it really does suck because when you have known someone for soo long, and then they change, but you still stay the same..like you and that person dont have that much in common anymore...so not only do you have to get away from that person, but your stuck with the memories of when that person use to be just like you. and no matter how much you want things to go back to normal, it just never will be the same. ughh. sooo thats my little lecture on the word "change".
