I really need to get my act together for my senior year. Im going to try my best to be an assiduous student. It's really hard to pay attention in classes when the lessons aren't exactly something that makes me want to be an ardent learner. It's been a cycle for me to not get things done the right way. I always tell myself "Oh yes! Im going to study so hard for this test!!", but then I deviate from doing what I should be doing. I get home and get distracted by Tumblr, Pinterest, and Youtube, start watching shows on TV, and when things couldn't get even more distracting, I start thinking about all the yummy food that's calling my name in my pantry. I then tell myself that food can wait, but end up convincing myself that if i don't eat, I will become emaciated. After I eat, I really try to study and do homework by thinking that if I don't do good on the test, the teacher will chastise the class about how we should have studied better. I also think about the possibility of the teacher  being in a spontaneous mood and giving us a pop quiz! I then see myself exulting after getting an A on my test, but I also think about how gnarled my stomach would feel if I were to get a terrible grade on my test! I wish teachers were nice enough to sometimes put inklings on their test to help out the student because I always seem to forget the information I studied no matter how limpid the question is on a test. I guess I just need to figure out a better way to study; Without food, internet, and cable.